I decided to just lay it all out. I really felt like I opened up to him in hopes that he would feel compelled to respond back to me. My "crazy dreams" have just been annoying the hell out of me lately and I just needed to get some of those things out. Here's my spew.
Titled Awww
Now you're just blowing me off. So now that you're in your 30's and not a kid anymore, what do you do for fun? I don't necessarily feel old, but it's hard for me to believe that it's been over 16 years since that first Christmas season at Penney's. And I still only know you from that time period and practically nothing from then on. You were always and from what I can tell, still are, very private. I guess that's why I feel like I'm constantly asking you questions and then slightly disappointed when you ignore them. Regardless, a huge part of me is just relieved to have found you on fb. Well I'm sure I've said to much already. Best to shut up now before I really embarrass myself, lmao. Write back bitch!!!!
Of course now I'm second guessing the last sentence. I probably should have put an emoticon after it. *sigh* Oh well. Nothings been posted on FB since my message was sent. Oh and I'm now wondering if he actually does live in Wichita, KS. He mentioned to Rosalie that the next time he was in town they could chill "sumtime", lol.
