Huh.... whadaya know???

Yes, he wrote back. My first reaction to his message is that I wish I could give him a big hug. He really seems like he needs one and I don't think we hugged each other enough when we knew each other. My second thought was, do I believe him when he says he searched for me by my maiden name. I want to!!! There's no reason to believe he had any reasons other than curiosity. Thirdly, I really want to know exactly what he meant by saying that it doesn't seem to him like I have changed. I wonder if he'll answer me if I ask him? Doubt it!! And lastly.... what the hell dude.... just tell me where you freaking live already!!!

lmao. thats pretty funny stuff. yeah im still the same way. and best i can tell you are too. lolz. its not really that i dont want to talk to you its just that i dont like talking about me not getting to see my kids. just sitting here now i realized its because i have to hold all of that emotion in, and talking about it kind of lets it come to the surface so to speak. anyways.... enough of that sad crap.
i cant believe its been that long either. in some ways it still seems like just yesterday. and in others i feel like father time is beating me down:) oh and im glad you found me too. i have honestly searched for you before but you are not mcdaniels anymore. so it was a no go.
my daughter is in santa fe nm. with her mother. i am allowed to see her whenever i can but thats not that much. she doesnt keep her from me i just cant get to her very often, for a number of reasons. dont care to list them. shes pretty ill put a pic up sometime. xavier is one of my friends on here you should check him out he is so big omg. the time sure has flown by. well the days drag by but the years pass rather quickly.